y didn't i blog so long is because i'm doing web blogpage and it took me so long time. MST just over n i'm glad tt I'm so close to God...who know my deepest heart...know that i study without really knowing well will the info be useful to me, will i go uni and why do i need to study so hard.

My mum's one of the closest friend past away during my exam...Half the time missing her while studying and thinking back abt whenever i c her, she never fail to ask me to study hard... she had nv look down on me on the course i study when compare to her sons who are excellence in their studies.

Nowadays, i'm sensing that God is asking me to be still, spending time wisely yet GENEROUSLY on things that are worthwhile of. Ystd went bbq at my friend's condo and when we are bbqing meshmellow...my friend say to me:"Patient is virtue". N everytime i fail to grill my meshmellow properly....hahas..

Life needs a lot of patient..is abt everytime u think u are wasting your time on something and then u begin to reflect if are u running out of patient in life...if u need to be still, quiet, telling yourselves tt when u spend time with ppl u love, when u spend time in study or anything God wants u to do...IT IS NOT WASTING TIME if it requires a lot of time.

Smile=)

Shalom in me(-.-)
12:35 PM