Everyone has a brigth morning star that shines

* Saturday, March 24, 2007 *

Hey guys, met meisy last friday, she said" a lot to tell u, a lot to ask u too0o0o" I guess it's because i have swayed my attention more to individual friendship, erm...found a job to bear with my boring holiday and involved in cca wk.

Life is fullfilling to me now, especially when i discover that there's so much things that can be done. i realised my dream in working in icecream cafe and try all the favours of ice cream. that make me super contented in life TEMPERORY only lah. but it's heaven to me!... well.... eagerly waiting for school to reopen but i tin i hate the feeling of going to school.

I learnt that happiness is not by chance, it is the outcome of putting in effort in doing the things u realli treasure!

Take carez

Shalom in me(-.-)
10:42 PM

* Wednesday, March 21, 2007 *

NOTE: This entry is for entertainment purpose. Read it at ur own dare!

DO U ever wanna dig out ur lungs and let it breath?
hahas... tis is how sadistic i wanna be. But before i do that, i'll save the troubles becasue my cg is going to the beach 2m, and i can scream all i want. Those who like screaming, just promise that u will scream louder than me, Wt kaes?

There's no real distinct between better or bitter,
feelings are like roller coaster...
Within second, it turns from brigth to dull to emo
and when ur roller coaster are not maintained,

BE CAREFUL!!!
shhhh...................

it will send u down crushing
with ur brain juice scatter like orange juice.
muhahas.

ALL for laughter!

Shalom in me(-.-)
12:13 AM

* Monday, March 19, 2007 *

Runaway love
http://www.popular-lyrics.com/lyrics/ludacris/runaway-love-16492.html

i like this songs because it speaks of today's cruel reality.

(to scroll down, left click on the right side of the text box, there's a secrete scoll bar..try it n be amazed!)

Shalom in me(-.-)
11:42 AM

* Wednesday, March 14, 2007 *

WOoooo, i mus say: "i m happy today"..therefore i'm happy. still have to thank friends alot, cos they are the one who make me walk out of fear n sadness. Special thanks to: Wee theng, pcfers, Chen hui, erm..huda, mh n gang(a little tinie bit only lah) and even yudan.

Y fairy tales always say "happily ever after".... are they trying to bluff the children cos in reality LIFE IS A MONSTER, when they are hungry, they eat u up, they keep you as pet when they like. wahahahs. Hai... I shall b the one hu tell u...say u are happy n u should be.

c i'm able to joke, that means i'm super happy. well, fairy tales do exist at times.

Shalom in me(-.-)
10:59 PM

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Bear with me! i like this blogskin alot... probably will be changing soon. Days are fine.REALLY, rite Wt. Went out wit huda and Miaw hui...wanted to take some pictures n blog it, but none pictures are nice. DEn Miaw hui say that' Maybe we are jus ugly!' THE! so what if i'm ugly, those who like me will still like me.

I guess i've been thinking too much for the past one wk. But u noe wat, somethimes it's not jus pure determination that get ur way through, i hate to say, things migth just get beyond our control. WAtever! i'm not giving up in life...

Life is precious!

Shalom in me(-.-)
12:54 AM

* Saturday, March 10, 2007 *

Ah ya... guess three words that is equal to two rooster and one hen. the ans is 'shan

chi ji' (three chicken in chinese). the lamest thing is then wat five words can be used

to describe 2 rooster and one hen again..Ans: 'hai shi shan chi ji'( still!; three chicken

in chinese) wahahahHA...l0lz

When i settled down in my own quite room now i felt strangely warm at heart. n

indeed this few days is enough to make me contented abt life. Hang out wit Wee

theng, went out wit cousins, ex-classmates, n even talking to a friend( i hope we are

friend) that almost hated me. The state of my messy room is like having debris settled

everywhere BUT still i'm happy. Speechless comfortable, like there's nothing stuck in

my chest.. i love tis feeling n hope that it wont faded away. THans Pals, YOU made

my day, really!

i'm lovin' it @macdonals

Shalom in me(-.-)
10:44 PM

* Thursday, March 08, 2007 *

Another part of me
i hate the world i do really hate it. y is every things on the extreme ends...cant everyting b a balance. CAN'T? Arh...i do have evils thoughts one u noe..so u think i'm an angel who has no anger. i have it lots. jus that i didnt say. yeah! i'm superficial can. uber sad, uber angry lah. ARH....feel like shouting until my lung brust. dun talk nonsence to me again....AGAIN PLS!!!!!!!!

Shalom in me(-.-)
11:28 PM

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The Milkyway

The universe represents how small u n i are... I have a friend who say that i can't handle emontions n situations together well. yeah...it's true, sometimes sadness ruin me when it gets beyond my control. i'm learning not to look at the minute space that revolve around me, but rather the magnificant space that existed. Will u join me?

Shalom in me(-.-)
11:13 PM

* Monday, March 05, 2007 *

The busier i get, the happier m i. i cant be left to be bored,

Bored:
letme think of his disappointment, her forgiveness, its darkness, of souls that r so fragile, n even of jumping into the air space to fly
then everything went blank.

Anger me till i teared, become breathless, slowly being detached till it ached
then i cooled down.

Fear me ; for for a second i cant find my sheepherd...
then i felt never have i been so lost.

God, my prayer is to not forsake me, to bless this collapsing world and to love us always in abundance.

[i dun wan to b bored]

Shalom in me(-.-)
10:04 PM

* Saturday, March 03, 2007 *

Two routes for me: happy n sad! i chose happy...

Shalom in me(-.-)
11:41 PM

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cant help gazing at him at times...

He is the piano player i admired lotz. Apart fr being so cool, his was titled'The Fastest Paino Player'. His passion for music far exceeds the excuse of using music for commercializing. Through him, i'm inspired to do things that are almost impossible... as he created a miracle of being such an expert in MUSIC during WAR time... 6 hours a day underground while it's so chaotic above.

Shalom in me(-.-)
11:22 PM