As usual, i can't be bother to learn how to load pics... As i returned home today, i tot i was going to do wat i've planned for: practice piano, go for a swim, finish my MEET report and mayb kip my grandma companied... in the end i did nothing but the last mentioned thing. Hai, wat Pastor Jabuz( hehe, i dun even noe how to spell my pastor name) encourages me is that he said 'Humans arn't do-er'. He said life isn't just about planning what u got to do... n just be engrossed in it. We need to stop and listen to what God or our hearts has to say... n follow it. But i still feel like a failure cos i have never follow my timetable.
I think: Loving something does not mean having had the discipline to pursude it. Discipline itself stands alone=). BUT discipline means loving it.
I should follow Jesus foot path that he has laid me, I noe sometimes i just cant resist the temptation of being materialistic, being like dove eyes( dove eyes can only focus on one thing)...n all..too much of temptation..too much..BUT loving God means loving discipline. watever!
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Shalom in me(-.-)
10:12 PM
* Tuesday, May 01, 2007 *
Went shopping and eat a lot today. I guess al of us do deserve luxary lives sometimes. There are a lot of things that can go wrong a day, but if i'm willing to let it go and not think so much, life will then be so much happier for me...
i like what Wt taugth me. Everytime when i sin, i felt stupid... But wt told me that indeed we are unworthy of God... That why Jesus have died for us so that we are worthy. Everytime when i felt stupid, I was reminded that when compare to God, i'm real stupid. But i'm still worthy.
hahahhas.....thanks chen hui too for making today great for us. Our mian mian bin and the peanut toast and all. Sometimes, i really appriciate ppl who accepts my shortcomings but still treat me as good friend. Mayb ppl should start giving thanks to God because there would always be ppl hu loves u no matter what. Perhaps, we should be genunie friends... This encourages me so much, aren't it for u too? Only when we are sincere, that we would get real subtances in life.
