The devil within us
i like what fuji had taught us.."u are dealing with the sins of a child, not the child". It's far more difficult to deal with the sins.. bcos sin is a nature of us..

I wonder how much do i sin a day...if disappointment and anger is causing me to loss my patient..perhaps i falling into one deep shit of sin. I used to think that i am so patient, but when tested by God, I find that I have so much to learn about being patient..to pray and to hope to rely solely on Him. Sometimes what i find it hard to accept is that "things might not go your way even if u put in so much effort."

But i thanks God so much too..for giving me friends that i can be accountable to..and oso His existence that made me feel so much better.

the devil within me cannot stay within me...he is just a visitor or a thief.

Shalom in me(-.-)
10:38 AM

RElax
there are times when ppl need to really relax and just not be stingy to themselves.

When genting wit my bestie and family...and met up wit hui, wen and ying in genting too. When to theme park, sneak into casino(but fail), sitting in starbucks, suana and steam and even the 10mins walk wit cousins and bestie up to the mountian at night when the mist was so thick that it block our visions were memorably fun.

I have spluged some of my time and money on this trip but it's worth. It make me treasure my life bcos i have experience the fun of living...it is far more worth living compare to sufferings that i ought to go through in life. And oso, couple of days before, my aunt spoke some words into me..she says that family is still the most impt....she is right. Spending time wit the ppl i really treasure can make me laugh from the bottom of my heart...and these are the time i need in order for me to recharge myself.

Watch 'The warriors'..hmmm, might be my favourite movie now. SUPER NICE..highly recommended lols.

off to busy,.ha has

Shalom in me(-.-)
3:00 PM