sometimes i wonder if i'm a christian.? sometimes i wonder have i done enough good to qualify myself to heaven? but v often i forget tt i just need to try my best n thats all. i cant earn myself to please God..rather God is already please wit me...He love us just as who we are...

sry friends...i really dunno wat happen to me today...maybe its psp post sydromn, playing too much of it. mayb i'm too greedy...wanted better results....i shouldnt have forget getting good results doesn't earn me much happiness... but i'm really sarced..i tin i love my parents a lot, n i don wan them to be disappointed...n little part of me wants to score well oso. i dunno y...just dunno y...i cant get over tis matter...its has been haf a yr alrdy...i will be trouble for the same thing.

n oso...Ms kwok is rite..everyone of us yearns for care...but i'm too selfish cos i dun like to depend on others...i wanted my world to be only God n me myself. I want to solve my own problem...u noe...i guess i'm too lucky...not to have been thru a big crisis..if nt i'll nt be sure if i can make it. but v often i noe tt human has the ability to push beyond their limits...and thats is y altheles n extremist exist. i promise God tt i wont complaint...tt doesnt mean i'm suppressing everyhing..its bcos i have let my problems all out alrdy... better is one day w/o troubles, better is one day laughing, than to act happy..

Shalom in me(-.-)
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