My two days!
it's so fast..itp is going to end so soooooooo super soon! can't really bear it..but was relieve that this whole thing is going to end..

i was quite sad this two days that i broke down to cry for a min in company today...scolded by boss and mainly bcos being shouted by my dad...i have no more grace to bear for it. such that i just become more absorb into my work given today..last nite i came home at 12am and today 10.30pm, both day set off work at 8am. n i thanks my mum for not forcing me to my grandma's birthday dinner today..i feel so lousy in work bcos there is so much work piling up and ppl kip on coming to me for the chq records..the agents and my collegues. n i can only say i have not finish doing. so stress working under my account director..she is so temperamental. cant blame her too..bcos can c that she is oso v stress wit her work. obviously so much more difficult work than any of us. she will come n stress me wit the records, i get stress, i become blurer. so many things happening...she can scold me during work n then joke to me after work, then she say she didnt mean what she say. i think i'll just flunk my itp, i suck at work man...i wish she dun walk near me..i'll get so stress up by her.

next chapter(my inner most tot)
looking at God's creations..i can never fathom the plans he has. at the times when i peep at her i dun understand y..thru her motionless eyes i saw that she's loss in somewhere else...n i know she is scared and offering her help to me is an excuse for her. My heart aches for her and myself cos i saw her in me...she's got something perhaps we can never learnt...to smile even though she knew she's handicap.

So tired now..i''ll go slp le. good nite.last tot..to God.." God everyone needs your help, is just that do we believe you can help...even at times i tin you wouldn't help but i trust that above all lies the beautiful plans u have for us, good nite".

Shalom in me(-.-)
11:23 PM