emo'ing.
dun be affected...hahahahas

2m i'll be going cambodia...somehow looking forward it though i noe it'll not be a grand grand holiday... this few days..i'll go into my lala land n then realise how sad can i be when i think of the ppl close to me going through hard times...i just feel sad for them yah...not one, not two..but three. i dunno how to console them...n it's just a v uncomfortable sadness seeing them so sad...one of them is one dad's 20 yrs of friend going through last stage of cancer.., n he'll die anytime. Wat can i say,..but to hope that he can fulfil all his dream on earth.

I always think this earth as less fagile n less brokenless..but i'm wrong..u c.

N yup... this trip will allow me to adjust my feelings...i need more grace n strenght to listen to sad news n for myself... i noe that i shouldnt be sad bcos its entirely not directly affecting me.. i noe that i'll be fine after i come back..

n i really noe that i'll be touching the piano keys once again when i come back. Ever since last last tue..i have been thinking whether should i give up..hmmm...=.=

o wells...everyone grow to be better n stronger after a rest rite?...so do rest well if you need one yah?

Shalom in me(-.-)
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