Hunger..
I wanted to blog this few weeks ago..just too tired to blog it down till now...ha has.
My pastor was telling us abt this group of farmers who are in a region where there is bad weather...n every year they can only harvest one time... this means that they would suffer hunger for haf a year....n at one point of time I told God how silly are they to eat two times a day at the begining when they have harvested the wheat, esp when they had their meals b4 they are going to sleep. I cannot understand the logic behind y choose filling their stomach b4 going to bed rather than to reserve it at the later part of months...when maybe they might even have problems for one meal a day. Agree?
It strike to me how ppl like us are so fortunate that filling our stomach b4 going to bed just simply mean growing fatter and something dumb. N the night b4 going for poly attachment, I cant slp for the whole night...(issomia doesn't happen to me always)...maybe i was too excited, or bcos i drank too much tea... but u noe wat, i was awaken bcos i'm hungry too... it was really arwful when i was too hungry to get back to sleep...the sour feeling..u noe the feeling when you are hungry?
den i finally realise it's a luxury not to be hungry when u are aslp...that hunger does not call u up in the middle of the night...n there is not way u can get back to sleep...just tossing in your bed when your gastric slowly contains more acids that u begin to feel the unbearable and uncontrollable pain....
how painful and helpless are these poor people who suffered sleepless night bcos they are hungry? i can feel their joy when the year end comes and the harvest can gives them food 2 times a day...i really have no idea which is worst...to be hungry in the day time or at night...? i think none is better.
'YEah, we can fill our stomach b4 going to slp' (commented by one of the chlid in the region) kip on playing in my mind bcos i tin i saw the joy of the chlid now.
this make me realise how fortunate m'i...enough luck to make me stop complainting about life sucks....the poor n us...just miles apart....but we have so much food to eat...n they have to go without food for months. The world might not be fair, but at least i noe God is good to me!
hunger? have you ever wonder how lucky are you to have food everyday?
Shalom in me(-.-)
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