Being sad!
Oh man... i'm feeling so depressed..Mind keeps on pushing me to think of so much mind-boggling things at one go that i dun even want to think for an answer of 1+1.

i play too much..i dunno wat in the world m'i doing, from last mon till sat, i'm back only at 11pm. Which person can be as crazy as me? Partying until so late everyday. The worst thing was: I left out the time celebrating for my aunt bdae, and both hui and mei ling got so disappointed wit me. But i dun noe how to prioritise bet all things. I'm so guilty for being so playful yet i tin all the meetings were impt...

My parents asked me to quit my job.. This seemed so much like a vicious cycle...i got my job, i love it alot, and before i could even adapt to the job, my parents want me to quit again. I can't argue, they ain't see my point. Y? so wat if i scored better, do it make me any smarter? Or rather, do you think i'll work any harder when i quit my job. I just love my job so much(kathy, i noe u understand) but i going to quit. I work less than a month...

became so low self esteem, feeling so unless suddenly... it's like when i try to hold on to things, these things slip away from my hand...maybe my hand has no fiction...Momentarily, I just felt like i have nothing to grip on in life except God.

God, you know what i'm thinking... i will get well soon, maybe one more second later..soon...

Shalom in me(-.-)
9:38 PM