Was that me?
I hate it...i hate it.. i hate it n I HATE IT! sometimes i get seriously quiet bcos i no longer wants to hear from anyone. I shut my heart, yet the anger has filled my mind. I dun want to hear any from him...too many * had disappointed me, esp him. 'Do you know how i feel?' u dare ask in your nic? huh? Then do you noe how all of us feel? huh? HUHHUHUHUH? Our disappointment has turned us to a angry monster. What can we do? I feel so useless, seeing everyday your life being ruined a little by little, yet i can only sign n sign...and recently just overwhelmed with anger that has send drops, just a few drops of tears to me. But how can anyone affect me so much? I wish you can read this... U noe how we feel? We love u too much to see u running straight into the graveyard you are blindly digging for yourself. I wont complaint....just hope to see him change one day.
Hai.................HAiiiiiii. stop complaining lah. ok. Today went shopping wit my cousin, Hui. So happy even though she had shopped the whole day for a sweater n end up cant find one. Her expression makes me giggle and laugh. just dunno y? but i tin that's b'cos it's one very genuine harmless anger. It just the time we can chill up tgt=) We ate aunty Annes, curry puff and yami yohurt. Hahahas. Foods is my best medicines, wit them i dun think i can be vvvvvvv sad yah. on Friday, i spend a whole night wit Wt, eating pasta mania for dinner, den spending a little into the nite having gal talk... SAt when for MEET again. It was our last meeting after 9 months of training. Was so relief and proud that I had gone through it. My weekends is one good one rite..as u al can c/. Ok lah. 2m is a new day. We must appreciate it. Everyday is a present given to us by God....that's y it's 2m n today is called present.
Shalom in me(-.-)
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