School has started... Everything was managable n fine. But i got depress when i found out how slim the chance i have to enter university. N i realised that Yr 2 was much tougher den i tot. Other part of me was incessently reminded that i should go into U cos my parents were nagging about it almost everyday... they say i have bad attitude.
i loss my taste bud this few days and i just gorge the food down to fill my stomach during dinner. Cos i was just disappointed abt her not cooking again.... n I know that i couldn't be selfish cos her nids to take care of my grandma. Mu uncle was down wif late stage cancer, i knew n i understand..
Ian was rite, he became skeptical abt relationship wasn't his fault, it was just the setback he has that force him not to trust again. i saw his thoughts. nevertheless... i saw LIGHT that teaches me to trust.
anyway, i waas really happy abt the bbq 4/7 had. it just chilled up my life. Wit kelvin farm...so much so that i tot we are in Australia's farm once again... The temperature there was only 27degrees..cooling rite.
How much i felt could be written... this much=) last word: i love my life, cos i'm already v lucky...weally!
Shalom in me(-.-)
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