i have been blogging a lot u noe, but is always connection problem... how abt trying my luck again=)
my thoughts were oxymoron. I feel mentally high if i'm physically tired. i just like the idea of filling my life with activities overflowing...yet i hate the feel of rushing from one place to another. hmm...dunno why, ever since my friend had shoot me down with my results, i felt so low.. oh no, m'i suffering from low self esteem? okm, dun worry for me, it is just a moment of being emo, i hope it gets away soon=)
When harshness came across as truth, i dawned on it n become sad... just as i wanted to burried it, friends will tell me that it's silly. They say:' i feel sad for you, u noe that there's something wrong n you ain't going to do anything about it'
Work hard! and find the real contentment in life. Thans to wt n all, that wisdom can be imparted to me. The thought of having one perfect life has been clinging onto me so tightly that i would be irritated about myself. But as i looked back: i asked:" wat's a perfect life that God wanted me to have?" Perhaps trying all out for perfect is enough.
