Thougth tt my mood wont b good today, but it turn out well. cos looking at my messy room, i dare not complaint that i'm bored. Its like, there so much things to do, n becuz of being lazy, i rather not do anything than things that are difficult. Moreover, i can smell nice foods tt my neighbour is cooking now. Food aroma is a good therpy that is yet to be used over again and again.
When i watch 'gong' today, i realised wat is love. the chinese vesion will be better lah.
Love is when the accompany of someone unknowingly becomes part of ur life. in another words, having he/she around is a certain type of habit. When he left, it turned into emptiness cuz habit ish not a matter that can be change whether in a short time or for years.
When u realised hanging out wit someone becomes a habit, be v careful cos u migth have fallen in love. hahas. theories that one mus follow u noe.... but in another angle, friends are my habits as well. Feeling lonely and depressed is part of my habit too and i noe that when this feeling goes away, there would b only emptiness. and emptiness is more scary than feeling sad=( hai.
